Please pray for wisdom and healing for cancerous cells in my uterus, and a hysterectomy procedure in the next few months.
Please also pray for healing from a relationship of control and behavior/legalistic expectations and conditional love. I am not able to have a 2-way conversation with the other involved because to them a relational problem is only 1-sided. There is an absence of self-reflection and shared responsibility and forgiveness, just blame and anger and hate. I am not in conversation with this person right now because I cannot keep “going around the merry-go round” in a relationship that never reaches shared introspection, conversation, deepening, care, love and forgiveness. This is reflected in other relationships this person has and it’s a struggle for me not to have resolve. And I do not want to continue being abused and hurt by being shut up and expected to behave in ways this person wants which are not freedom and love in the Holy Spirit, but their gain. She needs healing prayer for deep pain and confusion and a desire again to seek the Lord, and offer these things to Him, to know He loves her and who He is; and to begin to heal from deep past pains, wrong thinking, and wrong expectations of man. I asked her if we could have a friendship instead of this authority/control relationship, and she said she doesn’t know how. God is moving me on and this is hard.
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