Hi. My adult son has been verbally abusive toward me for years . Those who know me say I am a good mother, and that is a consolation as I try to show Christ to him since he was little…but this is probably conviction he is avoiding….and not well I am guessing. He and his wife are new parents and very worldly. I KNOW God is working on this. I just am trusting but, in the meantime, I am so off my game…I feel like I have been stabbed in the heart and that feeling of not being loved by my child is overwhelming. Whether it is true or not, only God knows and the only One that can touch my son is God…in the meantime, I need God to help me get a grip, pick myself up and be a good wife, friend and grandmother. I need to see in color and have my joy back. Please, please, pray for God to heal my heart. This is the biggest heartbreak of my life. My husband thinks my son is hurting in other areas and I am the easy one to take it out on. It rings true. I have prayed thousands and thousands of prayers for him but today, I need to focus on me or I won’t survive this. My heart literally hurts. My husband and grandchildren need me.
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