I have battled for over 25 years a debilitating mental illness, severe depression, anxiety, fear and plain misery. I have lost friendships both platonic and romantic due to this EVIL mental illness. I draw disability due to the fact I am unable to work and unable to function each and everyday. Some days i barely function, other days I do not function. The heartache in my heart is real, I am so miserable I cannot stand to be in my own skin, plagued with NONSTOP fear, worried sick over my fur kids which GOD placed here for me to care for. I have lost 5 of my fur kids in less than 2 years and I lost my Dad 5 years ago, August 15th. I recently had my Shadow Boxer put down as his heart disease had advanced and there was no hope for a cure. I am broken, i have been prayed for 1000’s of times by ministers, churches, TBN and close friends. it provides MAYBE a week’s reprieve then all hell breaks loose and I am back into the same mindset of misery, dysfunction and torment. I sometimes believe GOD could care less and i begin to doubt HIS direction and many times wonder if HE actually even hears my nonstop yearnings from my heart for a cure. I cannot continue to live under this extreme despair and condemnation or I will take my own life into my hands and free myself. I am asking for prayers of healing for ALL my remaining cats and 1 dog and prayers for myself too and my wonderful Mom. Thank you and GOD bless ALL of you!!
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