My husband and I are in dire straits. He wants to leave, and I know I caused most of this. I was depressed and closed off, I did not handle life as I should. Instead I layed in ped and pitied myself. Now my love says hes had enough. I fully understand my faults, and am doing everything in my power to make dramatic changes…immediately. It just doesn’t seem to be enough. His heart has hardened. Please pray for reconciliation. Please pray that he feels he can be close with God once again, and ask for his strength and help daily. Please pray that he can forgive my laziness and controlling ways. Ways that I simply just let go of. Nothing is worth losing my beloved husband. Please pray, its never too late. Thank you.