My best friend and lover of over 20 years Guy, died suddenly in January. He was just 45. His heart gave out, he’d only felt unwell for a couple of months. I know how scared he was at the prospect of open heart surgery but it was his only hope. He never made it to the op. He should’ve had so much more of life to live. I just can’t imagine how badly he must have suffered at the end. I still grieve for him every day and feel so angry at his abrupt passing. Please God can you help me to overcome this, also help his soul to come to terms with what happened to him and grant us both serenity. Please let him know I always loved him and I hope he’ll be waiting for me when my time comes.
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