Please pray for God to take me to heaven without me dying tonight. It’s unfair (for me) how I asked for God taking me to heaven without me dying so many times, and God hasn’t taken me to heaven without me dying. God taking me to heaven without me dying should have happened. God taking me to heaven without me dying tonight should have happened. Why doesn’t God grant this request? If God takes me to heaven without me dying tonight, then God doesn’t fuck with me, which is good. God doesn’t fuck with me if God takes me to heaven without me dying tonight. God isn’t fucking with me by taking me to heaven without me dying tonight. God stops fucking with me by taking me to heaven without me dying tonight. How about God stops fucking with me. God knows that God’s fucking with me by not taking me to heaven without me dying. It’s not okay that God’s fucking with me. I’m having supplements, and that’s final. I’m tired of losing. I want to win, so God sure as hell better take me to heaven without me dying tonight. I need to know if God’s taking me to heaven without me dying tonight. I need to know that God’s taking me to heaven without me dying tonight. Why doesn’t God stop fucking with me? I just want out. I think that the incidents that I went through over the past 3 years make me uncomfortable enough where I don’t want to keep living, which is understandable. I don’t want to keep living after the incidents I went through over the past 3 years. It’s pointless (for me) to keep living after the incidents I went through over the past 3 years. I shouldn’t keep living after I went through the incidents the last 3 years. I’m right that God should have taken me to heaven without me dying already. God needs and has to stop fucking with me. I had enough of feeling bad. I had enough of losing and embarrassment. God’s getting nowhere by not taking me to heaven without me dying tonight.
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