God Why? – Prayer

by Nathan (Oakland Ca)

Im sorry God but im broken inside and its your fault.

I had and enjoyed having joy, love, peace, appreciations and understanding for everything living on earth. These qualities ran through my veins. My character and personality showed that with ease. I was very congenial. Everyone felt welcomed and respected around me. It was hard and took effort for me to be cruel and mean towards others. Ive always been diplomatic and just and caring to the thoughts and needs of others. “Removing oneself from the equation” is what I tried to live by.

I was and still am a good person with a good heart and soul. I was a good and fair friend. The thing that made my life worth living was love for others. I enjoyed making people happy.
Now I dont enjoy life.

I am ruined from pain from heartbreak from my first love and my first real friend. He was everything to me, my sunshine. and you took that away. He is a horrible person for his actions. i have forgiven him and only wish the best for him, yet a small part of me wishes him to suffer for what he has done to me.

The hurt he caused all could of been avoided if he had just told me what was going on with him. Ive been worried sick about him, im losing weight, cant sleep, hair falling out, no libido, and cant stop crying due to worrying and missing him. He vanished and because you made me a good person, i have decided to wait for his return because that is the right thing to do, at least i thought. But my body and mind cant take anymore.

My spirit is dead. Ive come to realize that he is not to blame for his actions. God, you are to blame.

They say things happen for a reason.

Why have you killed me in spirit and forbidden me to life with no love, no future of love, and no want to ever love again?
Im upset now god. im upset with you. because you are not bringing him back into my life. You’ve toyed with me enough..
Im sorry, but youve done this to me and I dont see why.

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  1. God is to blame

    All i ever wanted from God was to have a wife and family that i Don’t have today, and it makes me even more Depressed when i see so many others that have been Blessed to find love and happiness together with their families. Why not me? I am No different than they are, and what made them so very Special to begin with? It is bad enough that there are No Nice women out there anymore these days, especially the way that many women have Changed for the Worst over the years which adds to the problem as well. So finding a real Good woman is out of the question for me, and i certainly wish that we had the good old fashioned women back again since they were the Best at one time.

  2. God Why!

    It must be in the water! There are so many of us with broken hearts and wanting relationships restored. As I am reading I am finding out that there is so many people that’s going through the exact same thing that I am. It’s hard not to get angry at God because we will as if he is at fault for removing the person from our life and we are so confused and lost we can’t see past anything else. I also cry all throughout the day because I’m having the same issue. I continue to pray for him to be returned to me every morning and every night. Please stop being mad at God because he removed these people from our life to protect us for a reason we just don’t see it! But one thing I want you to remember is the Bible doesn’t lie! And in the bible it says: ASK AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN UNTO YOU! We must continue to have faith based on those words alone! May God Bless You!

  3. I feel your pain

    Im not so sure how long ago you submitted this Prayer, but i sincerely hope you are feeling much better.

    Believe me when i say i feel your pain and your anger. I am exactly like you, happy and i laugh at every bad situation that happens though with continued struggles and challenges in life i started to question “Why me?” and asked God.

    It was hard for me to see any light at the end of the tunnel and almost gave up all hopes. I cried and had anxiety attacks and couldnt cope, but i have two beautiful children and seeing them and feeling their love, got me back to my feet. I prayed and prayed to God, St Jude, St Therese, St Rita and i believe those prayers got me going too.

    So please never lose hope, cried if you must, be angry and question God if you feel, but continue to pray.

    May you find joy, peace and contentment

  4. thank you blessed vigin mary in advance

    I have prayed this prayer and believe with all my heart she will help me.

    Novena to the Blessed Virgin Mary

    (Never Known To Fail)

    Oh, most beautiful flower of Mount Carmel, fruitful vine, splendor of Heaven.
    Blessed Mother of the Son of God; Immaculate Virgin, assist me in my necessity.
    Oh, Star of the Sea, help me and show me you are my Mother.
    Oh, Holy Mary, Mother of God, Queen of Heaven and Earth, I humbly beseech you from the bottom of my heart to succour me in my necessity. (Mention your request here).
    There are none that can withstand your power.
    Oh, Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee. (3 times).
    Holy Mary, I place this prayer in your hands. (3 times).

    Say this prayer for 3 consecutive days and then you must publish it and it will be granted to you.

  5. Be Strong...

    I am sorry that you are going through this difficult time in your life. God recently brought someone in my life whom I love whole heartedly, but have such a hard time with, due to physical problems he has. I question why God would give such terrible burdens to such a beautiful soul, but I believe that these burdens have made him who he is today, and although these burdens have also made my life more difficult and trying, I do believe God brought us together for a reason. People come and go from your life, and God never does this as a punishment, rather to build our characer. I hope you find the inner peace and serenity that you deserve, and that you find a way to forgive God, and forgive yourself.

  6. Don't turn your back

    Sweetie, I know how much you must be suffering, I have been going threw almost the same thing for 2 years now. The biggest mistake to make is to blame God. God love you sweetheart, he does. Sometimes these hurdles need to happen- so that we can become stronger- or so that you and your man could become stronger. You never know the reason, until after the issues resolved. You can’t loose your self in the negative because negativity, just brings in negativity. You need to learn to love God and have faith in God, even when you don’t have what you wish. You need to grow that relationship with him, were you are accepting of His divine plan. Once you open up, and allow your self to hear, you will be guided in the best path, by light Your life will be darkness, if you push out the light. He can’t help you if you turn your back. Try to find some things that make YOU happy- just you, that only involved you. Find things that used to bring you joy, and if you believe in your heart that you are meant to wait- WAIT. Sometimes- that feeling of waiting, is what God is telling you to do. If you get used to listening to Him, you will also know when its time to wait no more. You can get yourself happy, and make yourself stronger during this waiting period, by finding yourself again. You never know, maybe thats what God once.
    Keep praying sweetheart, and I’ll pray for you too.

  7. Hold on... Never give up on God

    Gods ways are not our ways. Far from it. Never let go of Gods hands because he loves you soooooo much and only wants what is best for you. Please keep the faith. Your life will all make sense. Find strength in the word of God. Start with Psalms 13. And see the transition of David’s cry of pain to his praise to God. His circumstance was the same but he changed his focus from his problems which can only weigh him down to his God who is able to solve all problems. My advise, focus on God and his love and read his word and study it. God bless you abundantly.

  8. the way

    I am going to go with tough love here.

    Get off the cross, someone else needs the wood!!!

    God has done nothing to you. A man that is not with you clearly is not supposed to be there. You would not be happy with the results of a person with you by force. Angry, sad, its ok. But if you can not trust that there is someone better for you. A stronger, truer love then you will never find it. It will always be just out of your reach. So smite your maker. It will get you no where fast.

    A good person made by God with free choice and free will. Which means you get to pick your emotions and if you wait for this man you are making the wrong decision. Move on, say a prayer and trust the Lords path………

  9. I. Understand

    Hi I understand . I sometimes wonder why God why do you take someone from my life . It’s hard to get back on track with good spirit. Loneliness without the one you love,or to be loved, I know, I understand.

  10. Dont ever give you

    God is a good God. You should never lose your faith in him. He see’s your pain. you must remember he has the solution and the answer to everything. Don’t give up!

  11. I've been there...

    I was where you were my dear not too long ago…
    God loves you, even though his way of showing it, may not make sense to us.
    Do not ask for your man to come back, but pray for strength to go through these hard times with solitude.
    God has not left you my dear. We may feel that sometimes when we do not agree with his work. Have faith that the Lords plan is always to your best advantage and it will take time. have patience and pray to cleanse your soul.
    May God be with you.

  12. A different hope

    This world is filled with heart break. If your trying to find joy in this world it may be difficult. The Kingdom of God is not of this world. God suffered heart brake giving up his only son for our salvation. The kingdom of God is a gift. You can never earn it being good. Its givin in faith and trust in Jesus Christ. Try to look less at your loss, and the big picture. Eternity is forever. Gods love for you is with out end, unlike relationships here that come and go.

  13. God is our refuge and source of strength

    I’m sorry you are heartbroken, hurting and feeling at his moment that life has no meaning but it’s important that you realize and accept that it is only through God that we receive the strength we need to overcome the trials and difficulties that occur to us in daily life. As individuals, we cannot depend on others to fulfill all of our needs; we are solely responsible for our own well being whether it be physical or emotional. Instead of blaming God you need to ask Him to help you and only then will you begin to heal. Remember, God will never forsake you!


    I so wish, pray, & hope for your heart to heal. I wish I had a magic wand or some fairy dust & turn all your tears, heart-ache back to a new OVERJOYED beginning!
    I too share your same feelings, as a matter of fact while reading your post it sounded as if my thoughts were being verbally amplified! (My thoughts went deeper into abandoning this Christian faith & seek help or learn about a totally opposite religion..), after all being in my 40’shh I’ve been praying for decades and as you, could claim to have a very forgiving good heart towards others, I’ve been stabbed so many, many, times, I’ve relied to much for way to long on the word of Christ his promises specially the “I love you my child, and I’m always with you. However, while I see and witness evil prevail and I can’t seem to to see the promises of God “nothing good will I withhold to those who love the Lord, my spirit, my soul weighs me heavy in need to continue praying, serving, and, believing in God. Then, I recall my late mom’s words “Keep believing now, keep hoping now, keep praying now, because until the day you’re in a casket miracles can happen! I pray for your pain to heal & bring you peace!!

  15. don't blame God

    I will pray for you, you need to realize God is not to blame. I am sorry for the pain you feel; maybe God has humbled you for ignoring him. Believe it or not, there are far worse situations you could be going thru, and you need to open your eyes to those things God has rewarded you with. You will be surprised at just how much you have to be thankful for, focus on those things. It will give you strength to get thru what you are presently facing. Remember, Jesus suffered more than you are suffering now, and turned to God. You need to do the same.

  16. Understanding

    Sorry, for your pain and loneiness you are experience. However to blame God is not fair. God, does not sit there and say why did my son die for yall (Human being) or shown angry by this. His,only son scarified his life for us. So, we can life live! and when we fail and come sins we are forgiveing. Because, his son experience life in this world. And, knew what is take to survive. So, get off this blame game and forgive yourself first and ask God forgiveness as well. because Now, you can image how he must felt as well. Rememeber, you make life. Life does not make it for you. Have an open mind to receive the message you need to hear. And, I prayed for you today to heal your mind, soul, and heart. For, you are missing life as well.
    From: A person who suffered with many fears and negativity but found myself through understanding.

  17. Keep holding on

    My god knows how depress I am being laid off for eleven months. I have my good and bad days, but the moment the depression start coming on, I go down on my knees and pray until there is no more words. I would cry and pray but at the end the feelings of glory comes upon me. I know that the enemies is trying to get me, but it’s only drawing me closer to my heavenly father, because he said “have faith in me and I will prepare your way” Please do not let the devil control your way because the devil already look into your future and he knows you will be excited at the end. Pray and ask god to come into you life. I still has not find a job, but my faith and trust in jesus, I know he will open my way. Have faith my brother

  18. Clarify the Blame of Actions

    He is a horrible person for his actions. i have forgiven him and only wish the best for him, yet a small part of me wishes him to suffer for what he has done to me…………..

    ok – not knowing what’s really going on here
    other than you are broken-hearted,
    but not to clear in definition…..
    need to go back and retrace your steps,
    something you might have over-looked,
    just reanalyze everything…..

    but do not blame God…..

    God is of Love, Comfort, and Understanding..

    with that being said,
    God is not at Fault…..

  19. Trust God no matter what

    My dear sister my prayer for you that you find your first love. In revelation 2:4 says: but i have this against you, that you have left your first. If you can read Isaiah 54:5-7 it will help you understand who God is to you. He will work out all things concerning you. He also wants to give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 but seek first the kingdom Matthew 6:33 here’s a cite hopeatlast.com this is for every woman. I hope this help you and may God bless you on your journey.

  20. Trust God

    My dear sister my prayer for you that you find your first love. In revelation 2:4 says: but i have this against you, that you have left your first. If you can read Isaiah 54:5-7 it will help you understand who God is to you. He will work out all things concerning you. He also wants to give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 but seek first the kingdom Matthew 6:33 here’s a cite hopeatlast.com this is for every woman. I hope this help you and may God bless you on your journey.

  21. I understand your pain

    I understand your pain, there are times when I am afraid to be happy because it seems that whenever i am happy for 1 day or so, reality sets in and shocks me right back into the present and there is so much pain, and yes I get so angry that I blame God and I ask him why is it that he does not love me or like me? I cry, I get angry, I vent, then I regret and I pray for forgivness for getting angry at my GOD. I know that I should not question, and I also no that whatever is being done is done for a reason and GOD will not leave us. Just pray, and believe in what you pray, just saying the words is not enough, if want things to get better and you want to feel better, pray and believe in your heart and head what you are praying about,…….. He loves all of us

  22. Release the pain & anger

    When everything feels so heavy, ask yourself, what am I suppose to learn from God? After years of happiness and love , then followed by major suffering (failed relationships, betrayal, job loss, addiction in the family etc.,) I started to ask myself this question and realized that I’m suppose to learn about faith and endurance. Once I decided to “cut the strings of anger, worry & fear” and just release it to God, not knowing what would happen, but just trusting that He would guide me in the right area, I was relieved and at peace. Try it. You’ll be okay and you’ll look back someday and be glad you took a this path, versus staying on the path of suffering that you’re in now. Stay strong & gain faith ….it has changed and improved my life and it can do the same for you, my friend.

  23. Keep your faith

    Hold onto your faith in God. Time will make things better. It will all make sense one day. Just beleive and do not go it alone. God does not close one door without opening another door.

  24. Keep your faith

    Hold onto your faith in God. Time will make things better. It will all make sense one day. Just beleive and do not go it alone. God does not close one door without opening another door.

  25. Its not God, its us.

    I am not sure about your problem a little. I am in a very troublesome period my self and sometimes i also cant help but get angry at God for not guiding me, for letting things get to such a bad state, but when that immediate surge of anger passes and when i look back everything is because of the person i am and the choices i made. No matter who the other person is as long as I am like this i think these problems will keep coming, i am thankful that in 28 years of life this is the first time i am facing such problem even though i have been like this life long.

    I hope that I will understand what God is trying to teach me though this. I hope the same for you.

  26. God Why?

    God does not take people out of your life without a good reason. You must not blame God. He loves you and he loves your friend. People have free will to make choices in life. If you turn to him in your loneliness and pain, he will help you get through this situation and you will come out stronger and a better person. I’m not sure what your situation is, but I can guarantee blaming God is not the right solution. Please pray for his guidance and help. He will lead you to a better place emotionally and restore your happiness. It may not be today or tomorrow, but it will come in the future.

    Remember, God never promised life would be easy or without hurt and pain. We could not grow spiritually without suffering.

    Prayers for your healing emotionally!

  27. dido

    I feel the same way. I don’t want to blame God and sometimes I feel guilty when I express discontent with Him. I do think that I have the right to be angry with God, but when my resentment debilitates me from moving on, I become depressed and full of fear. Even thoughts of salvation can’t break through
    this mess of an emotionally overwhelming existence.

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