The past year and few months have been trying, full of loss and displacement.
My mom, my grandmother and my cousin are with you and out of misery, pain. It’s been a year since Sarah..four months since my mom and Nanaw in between. I feel alone..I’m trying to figure it all out..it’s not working the way I have been trying. I get deeper in sadness. We are to be moving in two days..I don’t know where when our home is to be remodeled, my moms old home is in desperate need of repair and I try to go forward, it all falls apart. I thought my dad would stand by his word to help make a plan so the girls and I would not feel so lost, he forgets what he says I guess. That’s why I am turning to you. I’m at my wits end, no clue how I’m going to prevail, please guide me and help me deligate and proceed with the Grace and Strength you have given me. I have made so many mistakes in my life..I know you forgive me and you love me. Please God give me everything I need internally..emotionally and physically.