god, ive made many mistakes in my life, and might have made the biggest one ever.
I spent more then i should, i borrowed for luxury, lost friends & family.
I have learned of my actions, the hard way. Lost my house, slept in house with no power in hot summer, no water-just from sink, no money, only quarters for gas station chips, no gas in car- which is going to repo.
i come before you for help, becuase you are the only one I can ask for help at the moment. I need help getting up, I need help focusing, i need your hand for when I get up to help me walk, I need you to push me, so I can keep running.
Lord, I need strength, and I need your guidance. I pray and kneel before me because I am in need of you now.