God, I want to thank you for tha last couple days

by Lucy (Amytiville)

Dear God, I want to thank you for tha last couple days although it has been one of the most difficult weeks of my life you have showed your way in different ways and you have given me strength and hope for a better tomorrow. I’m still hurting he hasn’t reached out to me and it hurts that he is acting this way so distant and cold and it seems like he is angry which confuses me because I should be angry not him he is the one that ended our relationship…I wasn’t ready God I wasn’t ready to give up on him he still inside my body and soul. I still wish I was laying next to him so I can hug him and sleep in peace. I know we both made mistakes but I still don’t think he ended things in the right way we should’ve fought for our love and maybe give each other some space and not make it final. Does he think about me? Does he even miss me? Because I miss him so much and I miss his family to. I wanted nothing more than to be part of his life forever and have our own little family, I don’t know what the future holds but I still want him To be with me ready to be committed.Maybe he needs this time to see that he does love me and we can make it work.please god I beg you to make him a better person towards. He is a good person and hard working man and took care of me but he could’ve been better emotionally towards me.again I do thank you for everything and I’m grateful that I’m going to see my family tomorrow although I’m not ready to tell them but at least I’ll be with them for the weekend .please make him forget about the bad moments and let him think about the good times and how good of a woman I was with him but since I’m not there with him please hug for me and kiss him good night tell him that I love him and that I’m waiting for him to come back.thank you God I love you amen