Dear lord, i feel so hopeless and I’m losing faith in you and love. I’ve believed In you for so very long and begged for you to bring my love back. Only you can see the reasons why we feel apart, if you loved me so much wouldn’t you give me back what once gave me full fulfillment and joy? I made mistakes but I’m only human. I’ll forgive everything she’s done and show her nothing but all my love wouldn’t you want that for her too? The first time this happened you opened up my heart and I came back to her now that she’s gone why haven’t you done the same? I relized so much after the first break up and it made my love for her manifest into something amazing. Can’t you do the same for her? I’ve leaned on you for so long and you haven’t shown me anything but hurt day in and day out. Please show me that there is hope and my love is not over. I’ve been as strong as I can for these months and I’ve been this strong because of hope in you and my love and I’m starting lose all hope in both. Show me you’re real. Give me something to believe for the rest of my life, and I promise I will.