I suffer with depression but it seems since the po pandemic it’s never been so driven. Without the embrace of family I hurt deeply. I’m 64 years of age and find myself overwhelmed with modern technology in a world where there is lack of humanity and unbearable loneliness. I’m unprepared for retirement and my future seems unfortunate. Even church my members seem far away when I need just an act of kindness. The virus had destroyed so much for so many. Death has claimed valued family members in the last 2 years. A car accident has stripped my car from me. A child that is very ugly and mentally abusive, a job I thought I was qualified for with outstanding credentials, stripped from the rank in which I applied. Please note I’m not complaining. I need someone in my life. I need more than prayer. A hug.. a hand to hold.. a pat on the back.. just support. I’m praying that God sends that normalcy to me. I feel so beat down and worthless. I know God loves me. I don’t know how to love myself right now. Having supportive family is normal. Nothing feels normal in our world today. Nothing.
Sharon
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