Dear God, sometimes I think Ive fully forgiven. Then I’m reminded of how hard this person makes things for me. Its frustrating. It hurts, especially when its me who pays the consequences for this persons persons callousness. This person was supposed to care. And He doesnt and that hurts too. How much time I’ve wasted thinking that we were on the same page- God, I’ve seen you provide time and time again as this person has made a lot of very hurtful decisions which have affected me and my family. God I dont know what you want. Im trying to do the right thing. I dont want to be bitter, but truth be told I’m really angry at the injustice of it all. The church seems silent on this matter, the world doesnt care. I cant seem to here you in all this. Where are you, God? Please heal my heart. Give me grace for this person while holding onto firm boundaries. Heal this persons heart as well. Help me to see this person as you see him. God the psalmist talks about rhe pain of had you been my enemy I could bear it, but no we had close fellowship with one another. God you know the situation. Please give me the right heart. Amen
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