Forgiveness, love, health and release from money worries

Dear St Jude, please, can you bring back to me the love of my life? I ask for forgiveness for my selfish and hurtful actions towards him and ask his understanding that I believed he was having an affair and that he was about to leave me, and that’s why I left our marriage. I have learned my lesson and understand the value of the gift of real love. I ask forgiveness for throwing that gift away so stupidly. Please help me recover my health, to be fit and well and get rid of diabetes and extra weight. Please help release me from money worries, make me successful enough in my work so that I can pay my dues and support myself and my son. I ask you to make me a better person who deserves and receives love and respect. Thank you St Jude, Amen