Please forgive me for the mistake that I now realize I made earlier this year in deciding to leave her (‘E’).
This was done as a somewhat forced decision in relation to my parents health, however the last 4 months have been so painful and I have now come to the realization of what truly matters which is to be with her and to be able to start a committed family together.
I was set a deadline and chose the wrong option at the time, and Lord I so much need you to send my new realization to her so that she has it in her heart to forgive and let the time become less important than the commitment that I now have for her and I.
She has just told me that she is seeing another person which has made me even more depressed, anxious, and less hopeful for this to happen, but I really just need a miracle for her to realize me now for who I am, and for perhaps this new person in her life, to be replaced again by me…
Lord, hear my prayer and I ask that somehow you tell me what to do, and forgive and re-unit me with her so that I may return to be with her forever.