Forgive myself

by Jean ()

I can’t forgive myself for my drug experience 40 years ago, because I hurt my daughters during that time and it hurt them in adult years and they can’t forgive me and aren’t nice to me at all and I love them and my grandkids with my whole heart and I hurt and grieve all the time that I hurt them and I can’t get close to God because of what I’m doing to myself. My heart is broke and my soul is crushed, I feel alone and lost. I had forgiven myself but one daughter keeps reminding me that I’m a horrible mom and person. I am a really good person, I love everyone and help everyone, I love and help babies and children in church or anywhere, I helped raise her now 5 year old who now I don’t get to hardly see and never talk on the phone with which breaks my heart even more cuz I’m so close to her and her to me. I don’t know what else to do, people say forget about it and move on, I can’t

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