I have made a lot of mistakes in my life. I have made my mother cry because of me. I have made my family suffer because of me. My dad had heart attack because of me. And now I can’t even help my family by getting a job. Every step I take is into failures. I got nothing to ask for me, my God. All i want is to keep my family safe and help them. i don’t know what to do my God. I tried a lot to get a job many time. And now i lost faith in me, Father. I know I made a lot of mistakes God and from the bottom of my heart I apologize for what I did. Give me strength for making all things well my God. Before I disappear from this world give me strength to make things right in which i failed my Lord.