Lord and king of peace I am so troubled. A child us the most precious gift. I ask that u help me to forgive myself for pushing my son. I am so ashamed and low. My love for my children is unending and infinite. But now I have destroyed trust and am deeply troubled by my actions. What has become if me? Please help me my lord. I need u now more than ever. My children are my life . Help me to regain the list trust. Forgive me. I am willing to repent for my sin and wish I could take it back. Please lord help our home to heal. Help my son let go of hatred, anger and grief. I ask that u bless u with love and joy. Your humbled mother. I beg u to forgive me. Amen.