Dear God, Please look into my heart which is full of wounds and sorrow caused by the insensitiveness, misgivings and lies of my love one. I love him that I still hope and pray that I will feel his love more than he says it. God, I lift up to you all my fears, fear of his possible transfer to his area, fear of Christmas without him, fear of the unfavourable result of his case , fear of his continuous lies and fear of worsening communication lines. Please turn my fears to the opposite. I feel so hopeless and I only have you God to make unfavourable things come to an end and start good things to come. Please grant my prayer. I love you.