Oh lord,i dont know what to say….im so tired of my life,if i was not christian and does not believe in your trinity,i wouldve done suicide long ago,i need peace in my life,lord please help my parents understand my sutuation,i have done all the things they told me to do since i know to talk,they dont allow me to hang out,i did that,they dont allow me to have a boyfriend i did that too until im 16,they dont allow me to nights out or goes to friends house i did it,but why are they still so strict on me,i dont stay with my father since i was a baby,my mom,i know she loves me much,but does it mean that she have to beat me everyday,i have no one on my side,whenever we argue im always the one to be convinced,im always wrong,i hate this teenage life,all i want is to stay away from everyone and live a peaceful life,they tell me theyere sick of me hated me everytime they are mad at me,when i was a child i score the highest mark until middle school,highschool was different it hits more difficult,they started to want me to score higher marks for them,they cant get enough,i used to think i gota depression,i wanted to cut my veins,cut my throat,but what can i do,i believe in the existence of hell,all i want is to move out quickly from this home and stay alone with peaceful life
Amen
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