I’m a 38 year old male, I have been addicted to drugs my whole life. Jesus Christ has given me another breath of life. This was about a year ago and I am so verily thankful, but I’m still using on and off and I want to stop completely so I am a good role model for others who are lost. I’m doing ok I have my own place to live, made some new good friends getting involved in the most excellent way, ex. I have a great support system, this is the new way I want to live my life. I have a cat. It’s like I’m not comfortable in my own sober self. drugs have always been my go-to. I’ve already tried cutting everyone out of my life who’s still using, but after a couple days I’m right back where I started… everyone is busy with there own life and I’ve been trying to get better now for 3 months in a new apartment with little direction. This is a whole new life god gave me a whole new life, and I am totally clue less what to do with it. I don’t like hanging out with my old friends because I know I am changing it sometimes upsets me because my thinking is different than others. It feels like there using me in one way or another, I’m still nice to them. I love and trust God!