Financial and Relationship with mother

by Brenda (Rockdale Texas)

Ive been struggling financially for a very long time. I am just chasing after the wind. One thing after another. I can’t keep up. My job situation is so unbalanced because for a long time I suffered with anxiety and depression due to a long time break up in a marriage. I worked but nothing ever felt secure. I now am remarried, I am extremely happy and I have by the grace of God found my soul mate.

We have a lot of bills between us as we just got married in November 2011. I have never been with anyone that I have been so close to. He is a christian and wants a family life. I want my mother who is dieing from cancer to forgive me for my previous painful lifestyle choices. I did the best I could under the circumstances. It wasn’t anything outrageous, I just couldn’t make ends meet and the jobs I took were just to sooth the moment. I was alone. I mean alone. I did try to live beyond my means but you know I worked hard to try and recover from that.

I lost my car one time and she lost her mind. I wish that I had never asked her for anything. God I am so tired of being punished for this. I know that I love the Lord. I know I wouldn’t be as competant as Ive been without it. I have made mistakes, I will be responsible for that. I can’t change the way she is or the hateful cruel things she says to me. It is now a family thing, because now that she is sick I am forbid to come to family functions. I haven’t done anything to any of the rest of them but I have to feel the shame from them now too. They know why Im not at these functions.

Its been a long time coming. Our bible study spoke about a reversal of things. In the end like with Esther in the bible Christ was able to turn everything to his will. I have prayed my heart out about this, Ive cried and wanted this to be altogether different. I need relief not only from her meanness but a financial blessing so my husband and I can enjoy our lives together without the guilt and struggle of this mess we seem to be in. I love him and he loves me and we want to live again. thank you brenda

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  1. Believe

    Good Day Brenda

    I feel there is a need to reach out to you in your time of turmoil and provide you with a word of guidance. For now all you have to do is have faith and believe! The Lord sees those that struggle and we are his children and he will provide for us, he will never forsake us as long as we live in the righteous path of the Lord. I have had many hurdles in my life whereby I had a husband that was a drug addict, my mother was not speaking to my sister for years, I lost contact with family that was close to me, a father that physically abused my mother through our childhood… but through all of that the Lord answers my prayers and from a young age I have seen his work in my life. All I could do from there was believe because my faith was strong that I knew the Lord would never forsake me. And I always pray to him that we are not even worthy to gather up the crumbs under his table but yet he mercy is endless and he loves us so much, all we have to do is try our utmost best to trust in him that, whatever you are going through will be resolved. Pray to him with the desire in your heart and name your prayer, ask him for exactly what you need and he will answer your prayer. I will keep you in my prayers Brenda. God Bless

  2. DELIVERANCE ECONOMICALY

    I AM A TANZANIAN MAN, I AM 38 YEARS OLD. I AM A JOBLESS. MY FATHER DIE, MY MOTHER SHE IS A JOBLESS. WE ARE 27 MEMBERS IN OUR FAMILY. IN SHORT WE HAVE TWO HOUSES IN DAR ER ES SALAAM CITY, BUT SOME MOTHERS BECAUSE THEY ARE MANY THEY NEED THAT HOUSES TO SELL. THERE ARE IMAGINATION BELIEVES AND CONFLICT BECAUSE OF THAT PROPERTY.

    BUT I AM PENTECOSTAL CHRISTIAN SOME FAMILY MEMBER COMPLAIN FOR THAT, I WANT TO MARRY, MALIETHER SAMWEL SHE LOVE ME AND I LOVE HER TOO. WE ARE PENTECOSTAL CHRISTIANS IN OTHER SIDE I AM POOR MAN. SOME CHURCH MEMBERS TOLD MALIETHER TO CUT OUR RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE OF BEING POOR. THE SITUATION LIKE THAT TOOK PLACE AND SOME RELATIONSHIP BROKES. NOW THEY STILL DO IT TO MALIETHER. BUT I AM A AUTHOR I WROTE 5 CHRISTIANS BOOKS AND 2 SOCIAL BOOKS IWANT TO SELL IT TO ANY PUBLISHERS. AMEN

  3. FAITH

    brenda

    I pray that god will help you in the way he sees fit. Keep praying god never gives us more than we can handle believe in him pray all the time when he gives you just a little hope think him and praise him that is what I do keep believing have faith he is always there I pray he will lift these burdins from you give you peace I know I am there I love the lord I trust him and I believe in him he will help you have faith in JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN

  4. Brenda

    What i have gathered is that we are all sinners and there is only one perfect person made in the image of god and that is Jesus. What i do is everyday i say my prayer and repent my sins and ask Jesus to come into my life and i make him my lord and saviour.

    I also believe in the power of positive thinking and the power of the universe which means that you get what you give, what goes around comes around, what you think about you bring about, which all means the same thing and that is to be grateful for everything you have and give thanks everyday for these things and only allow yourself to think about what you want. Its simple you bring upon yourself what you think about. If you think about all the debt and bad things in your life more of these things manifest themselfs back to you. Its the law of attraction in action. Read the Secret! Don’t fret about negative people and family members. Good Luck

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