Feeling suicidal

by Denise ()

Please would you pray for me?
I am bedridden with a serious spinal condition and badly damaged spinal cord which causes chronic pain constantly and the pain and disability is just getting much worse.
I’m also estranged from my family so very lonely and I would love to have the broken relationships healed.
I’ve also been diagnosed with complex post traumatic stress. Severe clinical depression (drs can’t find an antidepressant that doesn’t interact with my pain medication and have been trying for over a year but no success)
Also been diagnosed with severe anxiety and introverted BPD from a really traumatic abusive childhood I had.
I’m a Christian and the only Christian in my whole family and it’s my faith and beautiful personal relationship with Jesus that keeps me going. My husband isn’t saved either ( I became a Christian a year after we married) because I’m bedridden I spend hours interceding for my loved ones and others but I’m SO tired mentally, physically and spiritually now.
I know I’m under a lot of spiritual attack because of my constant prayers and I’m trying my hardest to hang on to The Lord, I love Him with all of my heart.
But the relentless physical pain and emotional pain has become way too much over the last month and I’m battling strong feelings of suicide ( which I am SO against) but the feeling have become way too strong for me and I was SO close today.
I would really value your prayers for protection and healing in all areas ( especially my mental health) Thank you So much. God bless you. Denise x

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