On a Greyhound bus when I was 12 it wrecked to do me through the windshield since then I’ve had depression and anxiety and PTSD I’m getting older now it’s worse and to make everything even worse my only child is on drugs and won’t let me talk to my grandchildren I moved away because of the abuse I was receiving I bought a RV and that’s when I live in I’m isolated I don’t know anybody where I’m at which sometimes it’s a good thing but I know it’s not good really all the time anyway I just need prayer for my whole life My mind body soul spirit and My broken heart I am literally dying of a broken heart I was very close to my child and ended up being a divorce mom I work three times at a time sometimes to take care of my child with no child support I killed myself to take care of my child and now they won’t even let me talk to my grandchildren because of the drugs I pray everyday for them to be safe but I’m told that’s all I can do and I don’t have money to hand over to them if I did they would just
spend it on more drugs I miss my grandchildren very much and I haven’t even seen the youngest child I miss my child very much we were very close before they started using the drugs thank you very much and God bless