I’ve been asking God for months to please help me get out of this toxic living situation.
but at the same time I’m scared to leave cause of the security I kinda have here.
and for the fact I don’t know how to make it on my own for very long, cause always had a partner helping out financially.
And then like always, some change would happen and i end up back here every time.
I should be trusting God and I really try to.
my prayer is how do I really let go and trust god to take control of the situation.
cause what should of been me living here on my sons dads property with no running water,i carry jugs of water from sons dads house to my 5th wheel .
What should of been me only living here for a
couple months, has turned into 2 years.
Its toxic and unhealthy.
not saying it all my sons dads fault.
cause i’m the one who keeps coming back for fear of not making it financially.
even though he now and in the past threatens to kick me off his property.
I still end up here.
Which I just want to trust god to know he will have me my,and my 5thwheel moved to a safer place and that somehow I’ll be able to make it financially.
cause I don’t want to ever come back here again.
but easier said then done.
cause circumstances change in my life.
so seems like this always only option that I know.
so to trust god, is also easier said then done.
I’m 57 years old ,and my sons dads place is not joy full at all.
I need off my sons property ,and to set myself,cat and 5th wheel some where .
That I can feel,safe,free to be me.
but the big f word sets in
fear.
so trusting god is easier said then done!
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