drowning in debt

by Scott (CA)

Dear Lord, I am trying to follow your will, but I don’t know if I am successful. I want to keep going but I don’t know if I can. I have lots of debt, including money borrowed from a good friend — and have realized too late, that I can’t pay the money back. I have been thinking about suicide…

I pay for the willingness to keep going, the direction to find the right employment, and the intelligence to make the right decisions. I feel so weak, and stupid, and small..