Never have I thought I would be going through a divorce @the age of 45 my husband has left me for another woman and has built up this woman to our 5kids as a good person and he’s trying to buy them – which is breaking my heart bc they can’t see his lies and deceptions. My mind is confused- hurt – and in disbelief. I’m trying to leave it in Gods hands and trying to find the strength to stay close to him bc I know he’s the only one to get me through this. Some days I find it hard just to keep breathing and out one foot infront of the other. I really need prayers for strength and restoration for my future. Thank you