Dear God,
My father God in Heaven, I one to you in the name of Jesus Christ of your only begotten son and the Holy spirit. Father God I ask for forgiveness of my sins in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Lord God my father in heaven many times I cried to for help but I end up with a disappointed spirit. Right now as I speak to you it’s been 5 years since I am single, I prayed for you to bless me with a husband still no answer from you God. I take it that you don’t love me and you don’t care about me. Lord Jesus Christ I prayed that I don’t want to work for the current company and asked you to send your grace to locate me for another Job, yet to date no answer I am so disappointed that you are deaf to my ears, you have said nothing is impossible to those who call upon the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, but yet I call the name of God and end up with a huge disappointment. Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth and the Holy spirit I am so disappointed in you through all. You have made me a laughing stock. People break up with baby daddies and get new man in their lives but as for me I am still even after calling the name of God, Jesus and the Holy spirit. Father God in Heaven, right now I am heavy inside of me, I have seen you blessing others and yet you fail to bless me instead you disappoint me. Father God in Heaven I am very much disappointed that you gave me builders who are looting from me, Freddy’s construction company is a disappointment, my house is not ready and I have already paid a lot of money, I prayed that you help me lord, still you cannot help me out. Right now I am very much disappointed with you God. If there’s another God who listenes and care I would go to that God. It makes no sense for me to say that God is able and still cannot see your ability. I am tired of calling you God for help and yet no help. I am aging without a husband yet I asked a husband from you God and you did not give. Lord Jesus Christ I asked you to send your holy spirit to be the guide and takeover the building project of my house, and there was no answer as the building project is failing under your eye. My disappointment in the Lord Jesus Christ, holy spirit and God is greater than I could imagine.
I wish I can meet with God, the kind of God that is loving and compassionate. I wish I can meet with full of love not the disappointing God. God if truly you are alive, loving and compassionate you will hear my prayers and answer them in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth and the Holy spirit I pray. Amen.
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