In a bad marriage for almost 10 years. I have sought help for us in countless ways. Husband chooses everything over me or our marriage. Need miracle for him to see himself for how he is, confess, repent, and be the partner I need. I am exhausted and in pain daily. This year has been the worst. So many say to leave. I don’t have peace about that, so been fighting for marriage, need help. Hurting daily. Also, need truth about affair. He has been sneaky and manipulated things. Ne denies of course. We have no intimacy and I feel trapped and stuck to empty relationship. Ready for a move of a God. Desire healing and restoration