DESPERATE PRAYER

by Wendell Saucelo ()

PRAYER RESCUE  1. It was been 2 years almost, when I am trying to pray for my family, parents, churchmates, leaders and authorities, anyone other than me…. i feel inside and outside of my head and my back is really in great pain or aching, many times it were unbearable. I do not know how or why; but I already tried to fast, give, serve, pray, apply the blood of Jesus, deliverance, accountability, fire of God, prayer meeting, declaring, solitude, forgiving, submitting and obeying to authorities and many others… But still I am having a very hard to intercede for others…. I am desperate, I know i must pray for others, especially this time of LOCKDOWN in our city, i am already at the end of my rope.

2. Complete healing of my past operation Hernia (Baricusil Lectomy Left), Complete healing of my Scoliosis, Complete healing of my Migraine, Muscle Spasms in my left shoulder, and left arm pain. I also tried fast, give, serve, pray, apply the blood of Jesus, deliverance, accountability, fire of God, prayer meeting, declaring, solitude,  forgiving, submitting and obeying to authorities and many others. But still I am having the same worst pains in my body or sickness.

3. When I am going to my mother who has been diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia for almost 10 years until now, I am getting so tired, heavy, depressed,  negative and very lustful. I was never been like this before; it was already almost 2 years since it happened that when I get near to her, those things happened to me.

Not just to her, when I get near to some people in the church, or unbelievers, i get so  tired, heavy, depressed,  negative and very lustful, other evil and wicked thoughts and feelings. It was also have been 2 years since then, I also tried fast, give, serve, pray, apply the blood of Jesus, deliverance, accountability, fire of God, prayer meeting, declaring, solitude,  forgiving, submitting and obeying to authorities and many others. But still I am having the same worst encounters or experiences.

4. Those sickness and illness in my body and those negative feelings and thoughts i am experiencing when i get near to my mother and to other some believers and unbelievers are getting worst or multiply its manifestation or negative effect when there is Roman Catholic Saint Feast in our Place, i goes back almost to my old life of suicide and depressive oppression; Please pray for me, because these coming May and June 2020, every month of May and June, almost everyday, there is Roman Catholic Saint Feast in our Place, and i am afraid i am not spiritually, emotionally and mentally prepared right now to survive or overcome all those things. Last year, i am almost successfully committed suicide, despite that i prayed for 21 days Daniel fast last year before the Month May and June 2019. I already Open up these to other Christian leaders and pastors in our city and nation, Philippines, still they cannot help me or did not know already what to do in order for me to completely overcome all these things.

There still a flicker of courage, strength and hope within me right now, I just want to show God that I already given my best; whatever the results of all these. Thank you for reading these and your undeserved compassion and understanding. Thank your praying. May God bless you with God’s Best 😀
Blessings,
Wendell Saucelo
A.K.A. Paul

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