Desperate for a miracle

by Rachel Bowick ()

Please I ask for any and all prayers I can get at this time. I have stage 4 colon cancer. I have been fighting this horrible disease for almost 5 years. I have big scans in a few hours and I am so terrified to get them done. We are on the last option of treatment. So if these scans show that this chemo isn’t working just like all the others I have been on then there is nothing more that can be done. I’m not ready to give up. I have 4 precious children that need me. Especially my 5 year old. He is the baby. But he is having a very hard time dealing with seeing me always so sick. This is all he has ever known because I was diagnosed a day after his 1st birthday. He has been through so much in his little 5 years. And he cries and prays daily for God to heal his mommy so I can stay here with him. So please also say a prayer for my sweet boy. He had such a heart of gold. It’s not fair that he has to watch me so sick and has to understand all this at such a young age. He just wants his mommy and I pray God is gonna keep me here longer with him. Plus I’m an only child myself and I am blessed enough to still have both of my parents. Neither of them are doing real well. I try to be there as much as I possibly can. My precious father is going to be having another very risky heart surgery next week out of state. I need so many prayers for him as well. I can’t imagine my life without my daddy. He is my heart. My world. And I have to be there to care for my mother because she has dementia and can’t be left alone. So as you see I have many other people that need me here. I know twice the doctors didn’t expect me to make it. But God had other plans for me. I’m still here. I’m not sure what God wants me to do with my life. Maybe if I could just help other people who are going through cancer. I have beeb through so much in these past 5 years. I’d love to be someone else’s support. I’d love to give them hope when they feel hopeless. I just need a miracle right now. I need any and all the prayers I can get. Please God let my scans that I will be going to have in a couple hours show some good news. I’ve had nothing but bad news for so long. I feel like it’s time I get some kind of good news. I thank each and everyone for the prayers. God bless you all. God is so good. I know he hears my prayers. And I will continue to pray for my miracle until it happens.

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