I had to give up on my nine year relationship. I did everything to help this man. Nothing worked. All he wants to do is get high with his trashy family and so called friends. I have lost my credit, living paycheck to paycheck. He has lied, cheated on me several times. I love him, but he said he had nothing else to say to me. I changed my number. I am broken because I love him, but I know he will never feel the same way about me. I have a disabled son, two nephews and a sister that I have to help. I felt I had no choice but to walk away. I need God to intervene.