Im really depressed. no-one likes me. I don’t know how to have friends and make people like me. I wanton be beautiful, funny, competent, rich and holy. I want move in the Holy Spirit again and be free from sin but also have money. I want t look after myself and love myself. I need a sound mind please.II pray for the salvation of my flatmate and all his friends and family.Im having trouble with my flatmate. He really doesn’t like me and I don’t know why. I feel anxious, so it’s making it worse. I ask for peace in the situation and that we can have a peaceful long term living arrangement and friendship, according to God’s plan and will. I don’t want to get in his way too much. I think my voice needs be healed.
My whole body is in pain from the couch and the bed being uncomfortable. My back is out and I have pulled muscles in my neck and back, legs. I did too much at the gym and am in pain. My muscles need recovery. I need energy to get up and get going with the day and go for a walk and I need help to go shopping. I really don’t know how to buy clothes. /I have trouble with dressing myself, doing nails, hair, eyebrows and self maintenance. I really don’t know how to shop and it causes me anxiety going into shops and I don’t know why. Maybe because I don’t have money and I need to have some and need a job. But Ive had this anxiety about dressing and getting dressed and putting on makeup or dressing up, from a kid. I used to cry when my mum dressed me. I don’t know how to find clothes which suit me, I don’t know how t ouse online APPs of shopping, like Vinted and ebay, amazon, Zara, I don’t know my size and I can’t go into dressing rooms. I hate looking at my body and I hate myself. I need to learn to love myself before anyone else will, and I don’t know how. I also need to start training for a marathon. I don’t know how or where to start and im not a very good runner but /I have to start and try. I need my body, mind and emotions healed. I have a flight on Tuesday and Im so tired and need to change my ticket. I don’t know what to do as I have nowhere to live. My housing is temporary accommodation. I also don’t know how to cook and I need to cook some dishes for a dinner and it causes me great anxiety, first the shopping in the supermarket and then the carrying it home and then the actual cooking. I don’t feel good enough. I don’t know how to do basic things in life, even my taxes. It causes me so much anxiety. I need to book tickets to a play and my return flight and it all causes me so much anxiety and difficulty. I don’t know why. I need some help. Thanks.