I woke up this morning and said I’m better.
I sat up and put one foot on the floor and then felt sadder.
I laid back down in my fetal position.
Then cried as I had no ambition.
I hate this feeling of such despair.
And the feeling no one cares.
But then again how would anyone know.
I hide in my room all alone.
I cut myself to outwardly feel the pain.
The pain within that won’t go away.
Pop the pills to Sleep and help you thru the day.
I don’t want to be like this I pray.
I want love and happiness each and everyday.