Dear Lord, I pray for guidance and comfort. I feel so lonely

Dear Lord, I pray for guidance and comfort. I feel so lonely. MC and I have been together for 5 years and I don’t know for sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I don’t know who I want to spend it with. I don’t want to feel like this every month. I know he loves me but my uncertainty about being with him depresses me and is going to damage him. I don’t want to waste his time. If we aren’t supposed to be together I need the strength to let him go. So my prayer to you today Lord is that you put the answer in my heart. I don’t want to follow my own wants. I’ve seen where that gets me. You and you alone know what’s best for me. Please confort us both during this time. I feel like my life is falling apart and I’m losing myself try to be with him. I don’t want to disappoint you by not staying with and appreciating such a wonderful person you have put in my life. Lord I know that you will hear my prayer and answer it. Thank you in advance for your love and guidance. I love you Lord. In Jesus’s name Amen.