Dear Lord. I hve made so many mistakes and bad decisions in my life

by Carey (UK)

Dear Lord. I hve made so many mistakes and bad decisions in my life. I seem to continually ask for your forgiveness all the time. I have made another bad decision which has now affected the person i class as my soul mate. My other half. Can i please ask that you forgive me and that Viki forgives me too.

I so desperately want things to go back to the way they were. I want our closeness back. Our trust. Our love and caring for each other to start again.
I am so cut up and hurt . I know it is all my doing. I have a pain in my chest and a hole in my heart that i cannot heal without her.
Please can you fix this situation and bring her back to me.
Thank you Lord. I love you. Amen . X