I don’t know what happed I went in just like any other day of being there for 30 years.as you allready know dear lord .why did the accident happen .why that day.
I loved everybody I worked with . They were my second family.are I thought they were.I ran it over in my mind a thousounds of times.I got blamed for a lot of things that was also the company I worked for fault.and the guy thatsteped over the rails fault but he would nver admit it.so here I am 2 years and3 months latter still feeling the hurt and getting the blame.not only am I feeling it but so are my family I was taking care of my mother who you know has dymentous .it just seems my son my mother, my bother and also my ex husband who is blind and I still try to take care of is paying for this. I know were not suppose to question you and why things happen.but lord please help us.and help me and my son find work that we love and we can do great workat I had to put moma in the nurseing home which I cry about. I just don’t know what to do.please bless our family dear lord I begg you .I m not that great at praying but I talk to you everyday.that is whay I went on this site.to see if it could help.please guild me to the right place.I will try to keep my heart open so I canhear you even when I get dishearten.your daughter