Dear Lord help me through this very hard time, I finally left my ex-husband after going back to him for eight years because I was tired of his cheating and of his mental abuse. The hatred that I feel for him is unbearable. He cheated on me with other women, he has cheated his kids financially, he has cheated me financially, he has cheated the government, he has cheated his tenants, and he has cheated his workers. He has given me 450,000 to live off of while he is worth over 45 million after 20 years of putting up with him and I was with him and helped him build his business on day one. He is now allowing other women to stay in the homes that I put together, fly on the jet that I helped him acquire and it is wrong dear Lord. I want to believe that God would not punish me and my kids and reward him but it is hard for me to believe otherwise at this phase of my life. Dear Lord give me faith that my kids and I will be OK and this is just something we must go through but things will get better for us. You know what’s in my heart so I will not say much about that but I ask that you change my heart so I will not question why evil seems to prevail. Dear Lord I ask that you rid me of this pain because I would rather die than continue to feel like this.
In Jesus name I pray,