Dear Jesus I’m so scared right now. You do so many amazing things from my life, you make me fall in love with you more and more everyday. Recently, I’ve been struggling with so much sin, constantly thinking I know the right way when in reality I don’t. You are still always here for me you constantly tell me to come back and come back and keep coming back to you and I’m crying right now writing this and I’m so sorry for betraying you. I want to come back to you but I’m so scared. I’m scared for the future I’m scared for the relationships I have but most of all I’m scared about failing you. I just want to be back with you already doing good and seeing your miracles happen before my eyes, I still can’t believe everything you’ve shown me and how real you are. Please help me. I just want to be back with you already.