Dear god , I’m not perfect I sin and sometimes don’t even ask for forgiveness

by Chardai (Stockton Ca)

Dear god , I’m not perfect I sin and sometimes don’t even ask for forgiveness but you still forgive me and it hurts because I feel like I’m dissapointed you. I know you love me god but I want to be closer to you and I also wanna learn not to go back in my past and let things bring me down , god sometimes I feel so weak and hopeless that I don’t even wanna think about the pain so I have negative thoughts but god I’m praying for a better mind and better heart , for me to understand that we gone have our ups and we gone have are down but only the strong survive an I want to be that lord so please god save me from these negative ppl and remove anybody that don’t deserve my heart. In Jesus name I pray Amen.