Lord, I know you are with me always.
But as much as I pray and beseech you, I find myself sinking deeper in despair. There is no light left in my life.
It sounds trite to say “why have you forsaken me?” but I am so exhausted by the fight. Yes, there are times I don’t want the pain any more.
Please, please help me with the light of your goodness ad have mercy on me.