I don’t know how to cook. I haven’t cooked in years. I get anxiety even just thinking about cooking. Yet, I need to cook something for tonight, in 1-2 hours and go and get the ingredients now from the supermarket. I feel scared, alone and judged and tired to carry everything, I need to learn to cook, I also need to learn to speak another language and I don’t know how. I really want to be good at cooking and to enjoy it, so I can get married, but also just eat healthy for myself and my Flatmates and friends and family, I don’t know why I’m so anxious and afraid about it. I’m clumsy and I always drop things and I have no self confidence about it.
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