Continualy doing the wrong thing

by Allison (Charlotte, NC)

Dear Lord, I am having the hardest time in my life. I am in graduate school, I am suffering from alcohol addiction, and I am losing my boyfriend all at the same time. I have just gotten out of the hospital on Sunday evening, and it took me being admitted to realize my problem with alcohol. I have not touched it since, but my boyfriend does not see my sorrow for hurting him. I feel like every time I turn around I am making him angry for my actions…He still wants to leave and I don’t know what to do. Please help guide me and him to the direction you want us both at. We have been together for four years and I believe he is the man you have chosen for me. Please guide me and show me the light of your love so that I can show him I can beat this horrible problem and be the young lady he fell in love with.