My husband has Autism and ADHD; these conditions cause him to hurt me every day emotionally and mentally. I did not know he had them, he hid them very well during our courtship. Now he does not talk to me about anything, does not even answer when I talk to him, does not SEE me. I am desperate and in so much pain. I want to leave him but we have four children all with special needs, including depression, adhd, anxiety and rejection sensory dysphoria. It is horrible to live like you don’t matter and you are invisible. I left everything for him: my family, my country, my friends, my career, my church, everything. I feel betrayed and lied to and I can’t take it anymore. I am tired of crying myself to sleep while he snores the night away without any concern for my immense pain. I lost my job, have no money and am afraid of leaving the house that I bought in part with my father’s money. My husband is a money pit who is ungrateful and appreciates absolutely nothing. He lives to complain about everything and everyone. Please pray for a way out and a new job so I can leave this abusive relationship. I need God’s strength and wisdom. Please help.
Thank you and God bless.