My dearest Father and Lord, I am broken and have lost the happy, loving person I used to be. I have resentment towards myself because #1, I have cirrhosis #2, I have a balance disorder, both caused by alcoholism. I’ve worked hard, quite drinking and having extensive Physical Therapy for 4 years now. I did improve Lord but then fell and broke my hip so I’m back to stage 1. I just need to get a part of me back because I now feel useless being unable to do all the things I used to do. I feel trapped, and I want my last year’s to be as I used to be. Athletic, happy, never sad, overcoming all difficulty with faith and ease. I know there has to be a reason, a lesson I need to learn from this but if it be your will please heal me. I Love You Lord and will be OK with what you decide for me.
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