I am confused and deeply broken. I truly do not understand what is going on. The man I was getting to know and he me has stepped back to revalue his intent towards me and what he wants in life. He is a god fearing man a good man. I know that he has pass issues as do I. Things were so good between us plans were being made to serve you as we traveled around canada and the US. And in less then 24 hours it all changed. We were in the wrong by doing things that the father would not agree doing out of marriage. We both begged for forgiveness and repented. But now he wishes to not speak with me because he feels how he feels about me will cause him to be swayed for the path of following you. I care very much about him and he does me. But now I do not understand . Is this the end or is it just a time of regrouping. I am frightened. And I do not know what to truly do. I have faith that you will be my guide and show me what needs doing.. I feel alone. And I know I should not you are with me. I weep from the pain that is in me its so strong . Please help me find courage and strength .
In Jesus name amen