Been working for more than a year after college in a company I never liked. Environment is suffocating and people have toxic behavior. Kept strong , worked hard and kept studying to get into my field of work. 1000 job applications later still nothing. Recently someone from church forwarded my Resume to a company after she asked a few questions. She did state that my knowledge was amazing and it boggled her why I never received any offers. My resume has been forwarded to this company owner looking for someone like me but like always I don’t hear back. Losing hope and on the last of my mental endurance. Need strength and some sign that tells me there is a better tomorrow.