Dear Lord I know I don’t pray everyday or give you the glory. My soul is weak n I worry n have so much doubt. My mind can’t focus when I pray there is so much junk in my head. I am a sinner n can’t believe that if I confess n repent u will have mercy on me. lord my pain n suffering for the last four years is more than I can bear. I need n want u to have mercy on me so that I can work n take care of myself, colleen n michael. I ask n pray to help me find a place of worship n to assist me n the kids to live according to your word. To remove all fear, worry n doubt n replace it with faith, humble n a forgiving heart.
To seek u first n wait upon u for the answer. I believe in my Lord n Savior Jesus Christ. I know he is able, because u blessed me with children when everything was dark. U blessed me with going back to school n passing my state test with little effort on my part. I’ve seen u take me out of a bad situation. I know all the great things u have done for me. I need to wait on u because through u all things r possible.
My life is in ur hands n I cannot make it without u lord I need u lord to be my doctor nurse to heal this body if it is ur will. to humble myself in fasting n canstant pray I ask u this in Jesus name amen