I am a single mother who has just had my 3rd son/child 2weeks ago. My other 2 sons are 11 and 5years old. Due to my health, built up pain from childhood and now at 33 years old I am finding myself constantly exploding in rage mainly with my 5 years old son. I feel like when I pray and speak to God I am failing because I feel I constantly lack and have no control over anything including my children. I was sexually abused and brought up in fostercare and always let down by so many including myself. I feel I have no purpose and I cant understand anything any more. I just want God to help me overcome and be better and be slow to anger.
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