I have struggled with these since a child. I grew up in abusive home. I have a hard time making decisions, am very negative and don’t try to help myself. I give up very quickly and don’t even make an effort. I take low paying jobs and don’t use my education. I jump from job to job and create problems for myself and others. I am very needy, discouraged and have been depressed most of my life. I don’t seem to be able to enjoy what God has given me, I can’t seem to relax and I have always been depressed/discouraged. I never seem to be happy for very long. What’s wrong with this Christian who has been saved for 39 years? I am verbally abusive with my wife and sister-in-law and am having marital problems/relational problems.
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